Im really proud of myself

I’ve stopped smoking for the most part and i’m doing awesome in school. AND i’m working out and studying & come spring next year i’ll be playing softball again :)

20 bucks I don’t get another text tonight…

He should be on my mind, not you. But you are, and he’s not. And it’s not fair. It’s not fair that you get to be so happy with someone else and I’m stuck here still thinking of you. Fuck you for having such a big impact on me. For no reason. Like seriously I’ve been fucked over many times before why do I have to hold on to you? I don’t want to, I just do.